Because they’re always coming back (coming back).
- Say Anything
I don't mean to be this depressing or take such moody pictures.
They just kind of "happen."
I could have taken a happy smiley picture.
But then I would be lying.
I fell asleep on the couch at around 4, woke up at 9. Now I feel terrible. Everything aches. I have to get up early tomorrow morning to take my dad to the airport. Ugh.
But I'm looking forward to the break. I'm SO tired of hearing "Would you put that goddamn camera down for 5 minutes?"
NO.
Because I can't. It might as well be surgically attached to my hand. Cause I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not holding it.
Does that make any sense?
Tags: sissy called! it was fantastic BFESP 365 365days 4-13-08
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View On Black
I woke up this morning and saw a fly on the wall in the living room. I took this picture about 2 hours ago. The damn fly has not moved an inch. I was going to kill it but after 2 hours of working on this I just don't think I can now. Especially since I've already named him. Stuart. You can't kill a fly with a name can you? No, I didn't think so.
I have never used so many layers in my entire life! Like 30! I still feel like it's unfinished though. I don't know.
Tags: fly insect texture fake ttv this kind of reminds me of the Ring because I was watching it a few days ago I wish it were a little texture-y though
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Today could be a different day
if the sky lifts up the haze
off of my front lawn
or just another time i hold my tears
for another year
on my way back home.
-The Starting Line
It's better here.
I've been in Oklahoma for over a year. I really truly hate it here. It's a complete 180 compared to the East Coast.
Oklahoma city? What a lie. It's not a city. You want to see a city? Go to DC, Baltimore, Philly. Those are cities. This is a fucking fraud.
The people here are SO narrow minded. They're all judgmental bible thumpers and I'm tired of it. I'm sick of dirty looks, of people not respecting my opinions, I'm tired of people telling me that I'm wrong! The whole state is just completely backwards. I want to go home. I miss the ocean. I'm suffocating.
*// I don't know why but everytime I post something like this where I've used Photoshop brushes, just tools outside of editing contrast/colour and adding a border, I feel like I'm cheating. Because Photoshop seems to be such a dirty word amongst photographers. I know alot of people think that Photoshop is an easy way to make a boring photo interesting and I don't want people to think of my photos that way.
March 2008 Monthly Scavenger Hunt Solitary
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And would you miss me when you get there?
Tags: takeoffs and landings If only you could be right here by my side Home wouldn't seem so far from here - The Ataris I want to go home :( really, where would you go? I want to know leave it in a comment you can go anywhere. TTT
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