Because they’re always coming back (coming back).

- Say Anything

I don't mean to be this depressing or take such moody pictures.

They just kind of "happen."

I could have taken a happy smiley picture.

But then I would be lying.

I fell asleep on the couch at around 4, woke up at 9. Now I feel terrible. Everything aches. I have to get up early tomorrow morning to take my dad to the airport. Ugh.

But I'm looking forward to the break. I'm SO tired of hearing "Would you put that goddamn camera down for 5 minutes?"

NO.

Because I can't. It might as well be surgically attached to my hand. Cause I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not holding it.

Does that make any sense?

Tags:   sissy called! it was fantastic BFESP 365 365days 4-13-08

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"If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does."

If you can guess what book I'm reading, you're awesome. NO GOOGLE CHEATING! There's another quote hint in the tags.

Happy FDF!

I'm supposed to be an annoying oldish librarian. I don't think I pulled it off very well. This isn't the character I wanted to do originally, but the other one would have taken way too much time and effort so I've decided to save it for another Friday.

It took FOREVER to get this picture. This is actually two shots merged together, I used my best face shot and then I masked in the book from a bad face shot. This is 90% Photoshopped. I really hope it's not too obvious.

I collect old glasses. I have about 25. I pick them up from garage sales and dead relatives. I've got 2 more "old lady' pairs, I've got a few pairs of winged glasses from the 50's, my dad's old military issued nerdy glasses and TONS of sunglasses. I knew they'd come in handy one day.

Anyway. I don't really have much else to say.

Tags:   I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see. My brother said he hated this picture He says I look ugly I guess that's sort of the look I was going for But he said it like I look like some sort of disgusting swamp monster I don't look THAT bad do I? This is one of my favourite books glasses sepia librarian book FDF If no one can guess this book I'll be really sad cause it's a classic 365 365days literary nonsense the first quote is so completely true. Curiouser and curiouser I don't see myself when I look at this. I guess that's the point - to act a character but it's weird. alice in wonderland 4-4-08

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I'm really fuckin board.

Ohmygod.

I'm so lame.

But I told you I'd be back. Get ready for round 2.

I was uploading my rejects earlier this morning, and I noticed that I had some new Flickr notices. Go look at this freaks profile and tell me why I didn't add him. I'm gagging. (Scroll down to his groups if you're confused.) I'm not trying to attack anybody with this, I just want to remind people to check you who adds you to their contact list and even who adds your favourites. Be safe.

I've been up since 4pm yesterday. My nose/sinuses are SO congested, I sound stupid and it feels like an elephant is sitting on my face. My chest hurts really bad too, there's so much shit in my lungs and I can't get it out. It's kind of getting hard to breathe. It's been like this for 5 days. I've taken every OTC decongestant I can find. On top of that, I'm up to a pack and a half a day because I'm SO stressed out, and I'm sure it's not helping whatever is stuck in my lungs but I can't help it. I'm anxious and nervous and stressed out. I've only got half a pack left. Which means I have to ask my mom AGAIN to loan me money for cigarettes.

"Do you know what it's like to care too much, bout someone that you're never gonna get to touch?
Hey man, now you're really livin.
Do you know what it's like to fall on the floor, cry your guts out till you got no more?
Hey man, now you're really livin.
Have you ever made love to a beautiful girl, made you feel like it's not such a bad world?
Hey man, now you're really livin."
-The Eels

Tags:   eyes selfportrait lips 365days 365 green mouth nose piercings wood panel wood grain board bored the eels photoshop photomanipulation lame 2-6-08

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