FEAR…
I knew fear all my life for every corner that approached,
Fear haunted my dreams,
Wings dripping in dust and clay dragging me downwards
In ever falling spirals of pain,
Pulling me away from the very souls I loved and cherished,
Stealing years of opportunities away never to be reclaimed,
Ripping my heart out and piecing it with a sword to be left
baking in the midday sun,
Pulling ever increasing veils down over my entire being to maintain its deception of reality and truth,
Pretending it was reality and the power to guide my every step,
Miss directing my choices to entrap me in despairs webs,
Creating detours for its own amusements,
Pulling, tearing me down every opportunity I gave it,
Eventually bewildered, limping into God’s Grace and begging for help after everything else had failed,
To find Fear believed it was protecting me from harm,
But had lead me to the Ultimate Truth,
To fly free of that prison of self and desire,
To swim in the Ocean of Certitude,
And dive deeply within its corals and peals,
Finding gems of inestimable value,
And finding truth is the foundation of all human Virtue,
Fear was my night’s watchman pushing me ever closer to my True Hearts Desire,
Finally understanding fear is the sign post of where not to go,
Fear is yelling, screaming to let us all know we are heading back into the prison of self,
Imprisoned into depression, guilt, shame, despair, hopelessness, helplessness, trauma and frozen in time like a butterfly in some display case in some hidden dark draw,
Rise up and fly, set ourselves free to serve our true destiny,
Live in the shadow of His Mighty Tree, swim in His Eternal Ocean,
Knowing He gave us this sign post to lead us to Him,
When all else fails…
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