James said I could copycat his Day 97 photo "Down in the street there is violence" for the podcast challenge! Pretty ecstatic because I freaking love that shot of his. Thanks James! <3
Argh, I can't hardly type, Bella wants to be petted. Haha. There's cat hair all over my screen and keyboard. She keeps banging her head on the keyboard trying to get me to pay attention to her. Tard. <3
I need more sleep. I'm exhausted. And I can't go to sleep yet. The kitchen is stinky and I have to go clean it.
How come you guys keep yelling at me for not being on AIM? Everytime I get on none of you guys are on. :(
EDIT: Holy guacamole guys! Thanks for all the comments, I'll reply as soon as I get home from the dentist, but I just want to emphasize that this was James' idea and I just copied him and you guys should go check out his brilliant shot too!
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HAAAAAAAAAA, I'm sorry. But I HAD to use that lyric as the title. I couldn't resist.
Today is Founders Day!
I dont think I could ever find the right words to express what this project and the 365 group has done for me. It's pulled me out of one of the blackest holes I've ever been in. I've battled with depression for about 6 years now, and have been anti-depressants for about 4 years. This project has brightened me up so much more in 3 months than those stupid pills have in 4 years.
I'm so much more comfortable with my body. The things I used to hate are becoming the things I love. My thighs are thick, but they're strong. I've got a chubby face, but it's okay. My tummy is squishy, but dammit, it's cute!
My photography skills have improved SO much. At least I think so. I almost gave up on photography. This project has reminded me why I love it so much and has given me a new passion for it.
I've met SO many amazing people who I am glad to call my friends. I feel less and less lonely every day.
And I'm only at day 103!
Okay, enough with the mushy-ness.
I knew as soon as I got the invite to the Founder's Day group that this would by my copy cat shot. It was too funny and I figured it'd be fun to feed into Mav's school girl fetish. Haha <3
Anyway, I wanted to get this done early, so I'll probably post a blog later tonight.
Also - my mom is in the hospital right now for a minor ear surgery, nothing serious, but it makes me nervous so if you guys could send her some good vibes that would be awesome. :)
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You know you're so fucked up.
So today is Jessi's birthday and I decided to do a tribute shot for her. I tried doing this one (I had on my pearls and everything!) but it wasn't working out. Jessi I don't know how the fuck you got your pictures to look like that but I spent an hour in PS trying (and failing) to figure it out. So then I decided to do this one. Only mine is not in colour and I'm not making an awesome Jessi face. So really, this doesn't looks like a Jessi picture at all. But I posted some Ryan Adams lyrics to make up for it. Anyway, Happy Birthday Jessi! <3
I'm having issues with my hair. I don't feel comfortable in it. I feel childish. Every time I look in the mirror I want to scream at myself to grow up. I want to love it but I just feel so self conscious about it all the time. I'm not used to people looking at me and shouting things at me. And they aren't being mean, it's all really nice things but it kind of embarrasses me. I just can't stop thinking about how I wish I'd never done it to begin with. And I can't dye it back because I spent like $70 on it and my mom would be SO mad if I just threw it away. So to all of you people out there with odd coloured hair - does it get better? Am I the only one who feels this way? Maybe I'm just weird. I don't know.
My navel piercing is REALLY infected. REALLY badly. I can't go see my doctor because he's a judgemental asshole and I don't feel like putting up with his bullshit. I see the chiropractor Monday (I can't wait!) and so after that mom said she'd take me to an urgent care clinic for some antibiotics. Apparently the LITHA method doesn't work with navel piercings. :/
Yesterday before the concert I stopped off at a photography place that my dad mentioned, they just opened and he thought that maybe they were hiring. I thought it was like a shop where they sold cameras and stuff, but it was a portrait studio. Kind of disappointing, but I asked about a job anyway. The lady said they weren't hiring right now but I should check back later in the summer. Which kind of excites me because I think if I put a portfolio together and took it in they might hire me...I mean how hard is taking people's portraits? I do it all the time. Even if I could just intern or something, learn a little. It'd be rad if you guys could cross your fingers for me because I really need a job and this would be SO amazing if it works out.
I have 154 flickrmails that I haven't checked. I don't think I've replied to comments on any of my photos for like a week. And I've been seriously slacking on commenting everyone elses streams. I suck. I feel terrible.
I've been thinking about going friends only for a while. I'm just feeling kind of overwhelmed and overexposed.
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